Vincent's Price
- An October Tale
by Christopher McCullah
To those who dreamed…
…and
awoke in a cold sweat
Claire's Horrors
Spirits seem to drift up through a darkened sky,
drifting through dead branches in the night.
While in the moonlight we
go down upon our knees,
entwined
together, only we can see their beauty.
Beneath
the stars a bell begins to toll
for
reasons which we really shouldn't know.
So
take a walk with me down to the cemet’ry.
Wrap
me in darkness,
Claire
make love to me
I
am thunder
I
am rain
I
am pleasure
I
am pain
Only
in darkness can there be light
Tell
me angel have you prayed tonight?
In
the dark I know you all so well
Beauty
from Heaven wrapped 'round souls from Hell
So
take a drink from me
My
sacrifice to thee
Damned
fallen angels,
always
blessed with me.
-
Sean Brennan
This house of fairy tales lay firmly in the center
of my dismal city. In the summer, the
heat easily reached one hundred plus. In
the winter, it could freeze, but normally fog reigned true. Our street provided a popular avenue for
everyone that didn’t know where they were going; they certainly were going
nowhere fast. Agriculture, prisons, and
rednecks surrounded our city, which shall remain nameless because it’s not central
to my story.
The house…I couldn’t
imagine the blueprints, the long years of construction, the endless inspections
from several city, county and state agencies, and the millions of dollars
invested…all I could see was a house of dreams.
The façade, the elaborate and richly detailed gardens and landscaping,
and the rustic ironworks wall surrounding the property perpetuated the dream in
deep rich tones of money.
The girl who lived there
made the dream alive.
II
Peering out of the shades
covering my window, I’d catch her entry, and dream of the path I couldn’t see,
beyond the wooden gate at the near edge of the house, and the doors she’d pass
on her way to her room. The princess
arrived back at her castle.
I never learned her name
during that time. I never saw any members
of her family. No boyfriends, no
girlfriends. Just this one girl
apparently living all alone in a huge Brothers Grimm mansion. Ageless, she was, vital and sparkling.
On a day unplanned and -schemed,
I entered her property, and walked along that same cobblestone path. The foliage around me rustled minutely,
protective of their charge, sensing me with growing urgency. It seemed to me that the leaf would speak to
the branch, the lily to the vine, passing word on ahead of me, until alerting
the girl to my intrusion.
The stone steps of her
porch kept their eternal silence, and held my weight firmly as I ascended the
wide entryway. The front door was redwood,
with a stained glass inlay of the full moon and the ocean beneath. A brass knocker hung in the center below it,
and I rapped quickly with it three times.
I waited several minutes.
The door opened, but it
wasn’t the girl. A short woman,
Hispanic, with long black hair, maybe in her forties stood there staring up at
me.
“Yes?” she asked, faint
accent of home.
“Is your mistress home?”
“Who calls for her?”
“Vincent,” I replied.
She looked me over from
hair to shoe polish, and then stepped back and gestured for me to follow. The house was as grand inside as I’d dreamed,
and nothing like my imagining. The floor
was smooth, polished stone, with walls to match. I felt cold, and shivered. The woman led me to the parlor, and bade me
sit down on a regal sofa. I thanked her
as she dismissed herself. Large
paintings of rich and exotic landscapes drew me out of my own reality, and
further into the fairy tale this house ensconced. A forested glen, which matched the
landscaping outside the front door. A
majestic mountain, overlooking a river fed valley. A scarred and hot desert, with towering rock
formations. A lake of fire, the
reflection of the setting sun burning the reds and oranges deep into its
waters. Only one painting stood out from
these others.
It was a tree, framed in
ivory on all four sides, a broad oak.
Standing in its branches, a boy, clutching the limbs for dear life, a
pained expression on his face.
The older woman returned,
and looked down at her feet briefly before speaking.
“My lady will be with you
soon. Please, remain seated until she
arrives.” She glanced once
upstairs. “She won’t understand you,
sir.” Before I could respond to that,
the woman left me alone in the parlor.
“She’s not the only one,” I
muttered as I sat down once again.
III
Finally, I heard a door
creak open somewhere above, and then light steps on wooden stairs. I saw her feet first, descending the
staircase, bare feet, long smooth white legs, and then a skirt that gently
caressed the middle of her thighs. Wide
hips, slender waist, sloping stomach, and full breasts bobbing underneath a
frilly lace top. Graceful fingers
gliding on the banister. Her body defied
me to identify her age. Eighteen? Twenty-five?
Then I saw her face, and my heart nearly stopped. Pale brown eyes the color of honey, long
lashes, high cheekbones and supple, pouting lips, all crowned by a veil of auburn
hair like stained wood.
“Hello,” I gasped.
Her lips moved, her voice
rang out, and I didn’t understand a single word. I couldn’t even place the language. Greek, French, German, or some bizarre mixture
between?
“I don’t know what you’re
saying,” I said.
She stepped lightly across
the stone floor, and paused before me. I
stood only a head taller. She looked up
at me in earnest curiosity. Again, she
spoke in floating phrases beyond my ken, and I frowned.
“I still don’t…” I began,
but she stilled my tongue with a gentle hand to my lips. I felt her fingertips, soft and precise,
adding pressure. I waited.
This time, when she spoke,
though I saw the foreign movement of her lips and tongue, my ears caught
something entirely different.
“You’ve entered my home. Now, tell me why I should ever let you leave
again?”
IV
“Excuse me?” I asked, and
was further surprised when she reacted as though she understood me. What on earth, then, had the older woman
meant?
“No matter,” the girl said
(still hearing her voice out of synch with her mouth), and then she pushed me
slowly backward. The sofa caught my
knees, and I fell down. Now the girl
stood above me, head held high and firm.
“Vincent.”
I nodded, fearing the sound
of my own voice.
“Vincent…” she said again,
seeming to savor the sound of it rolling off her tongue. With that tapering pink, she licked her lips
and smiled. “Appropriate timing.”
My eyebrows arched, and she
smiled even bigger.
“You’ve watched me a long
time, Vincent.”
“Yes,” I finally spoke.
“You’ve longed after my
home, and my body, although, I’m quite certain, not in that order.” She turned her head at some noise only she
could hear, and then looked back down at me.
“Has everything met with your expectations?”
“More,” I offered.
“I expected you to speak
more than one-word answers. Don’t disappoint
me, Vincent.”
“I don’t trust myself to
say the right thing.”
“An honest man?” The girl’s laughter shattered my nerves. “This day is just full of surprises!” She leaned down close to me, and I smelled jasmine
and mint. “The best surprises await you,
Vincent. Oh, yes…they await you
eagerly.”
I forced myself to glance
over her shoulder at the artwork decorating the walls. She didn’t turn her head, but addressed my
curiosity the same.
“I bought every piece from
a woman. She saw things most
clearly. Troubled, pained, and
scarred…and yet she saw things most clearly,” she repeated. “You’re curious about the boy in the tree.”
“Yes.”
“Do you believe in guardian
angels?” The girl reached out, and swept
a strand of my hair out of my eyes. “You
should have, before you entered my home.
It’s too late for such beliefs now, I’m afraid.”
“What are you talking
about?” I asked. “And how is it that I
can understand you now, when I couldn’t before?”
“You understand when I want
you to. And as to what I am talking
about…you’ll know soon.”
“What is your name?”
“You’re learning manners,
as well. Good.” She stood tall again, and folded her arms
across her chest like a jinni of old.
“My name is Maelyn.”
“How—” I began, but her
fingers stopped the question again, a slight pressure on my mouth.
“It’s impolite to ask a
girl her age, no matter how young she appears.”
She clucked scornfully. “Shame on
you, Vincent.”
Then she grabbed my hand,
and mightily pulled me off the sofa.
“Come…I’ll show you to your
quarters.”
V
The room was musty, and a
beam of dust angled from the window to the wooden floor. A large four-poster bed, with rich canvassing
draped between occupied the wall on my right.
The fading light from the window caught the corner, illuminating a
finely woven bedspread, and heavily lacquered framework. A single painting hung on the wall opposite,
a lonely tree standing on a needle-like peninsula of land jutting out high over
a stormy coast. I examined the details
of the wallpaper—thin columns of alabaster, with people dancing in-between,
cavorting and carousing with drink and merriment. A closet door stood partially open, and I was
not surprised to find the wood matched the bed.
“Does this not meet your
approval?” Maelyn asked.
“I like the room fine
enough,” I agreed, “but I wasn’t planning on staying here for very long.”
“I already explained to
you, Vincent. You left that choice at my
front door. Now, I’m certain you’ll find
clothing suitable for your size hanging within the wardrobe, and I might add,
much better suited to your style than what you have on right now.”
Before I could object to
her low opinion of my fashion choices, Maelyn strode forward, and shut the
blinds. The room was dim, the dust out
of sight, but not from my senses entirely.
Maelyn reached up and pulled on a thin chain. A pale light shone from a lamp in the ceiling
I hadn’t noticed. She turned to me, studied
my face carefully, and smiled.
Then she started
unbuttoning her top. She’d undone the
fourth one down, revealing a rich canvas of skin, smooth and unbroken, enveloped
in the loiterous curves every man desires, when I backed away, ducking my eyes
in shame.
“Maelyn! What are you doing?”
She stopped, but didn’t put
right what had gone so badly wrong.
“What do you mean? Isn’t this
what you came here for?”
My heart hammered, and my
tongue took on the quality of low grade sandpaper. I licked inside my mouth, and winced.
“I don’t know what I came
here for, honestly,” I admitted.
Maelyn frowned, and began
buttoning up again.
“Thank you,” I breathed.
“Don’t thank me, yet,” she
muttered. She ran her hands over her
top, smoothing it over her breasts, and the shape was distinct and distracting.
Then she nodded once, and
stepped outside the door. The bolt slid
home, and then I heard her lock it securely.
Her footsteps echoed on the floor as she walked away, but I couldn’t
tell where she was going.
Where on earth was I, and
how the hell was I ever going to get back?
VI
I opened the closet all the
way, and pulled on a chain similar to the one in the center of the room. A dim light flashed once, loose in its
socket, and then flickered to longevity.
Maelyn mentioned clothes more appropriate for a man like me, and she
hadn’t lied. Finely woven suits,
expensive shirts, and a rack of leather shoes of various shades. On the door, a smaller rack of silk ties with
colors and designs that matched the house in both age and theme. Upon the shelf above the clothes, I found two
wooden boxes, locked with ancient hasps and keyholes in their centers. Though I could probably pry them open with a
pocket knife, I left them alone for a later time. If there was one.
I shut the closet, and
breathed out in exasperation. I had
to come over here to meet the girl. The
girl of my dreams. The princess in her
castle.
I went next to a short
bureau, and opened the top narrow drawer.
White linens of the private kind were neatly folded inside, socks and undergarments. The next drawer down held undershirts, both
sleeves and without. The third drawer
held work pants, canvas, and khaki styled, worn, wrinkled, and so far, the
least cared-for garments in the room.
The last drawer held two more boxes, smaller, and still made of finely
carved wood, also locked by hasp and key.
A fancy mirror over the
bureau showed me the darker side of my mood, a frown slowly etching itself
permanently on my face, and wisps of premature gray hair. I gave the mirror a silent warning to mind
its manners, and turned away.
I sat on the edge of the
bed, pleasantly surprised by the softness of the mattress. I was careful not to lay down on it, for fear
I would be lulled to slumber by the mere comfort of its caress.
So what was I to do? Sit here all day, and wait for Maelyn to return? What would happen when she did? Briefly, a mental image of her breasts grew,
the supple shades of curve provided by the cleavage between them, her hands
working rapidly down the path of buttons.
Why had I stopped her? By no
means was I a prude when it came to the pursuit of women. Otherwise, as Maelyn had voiced so
succinctly, why had I come over here? It
was the girl who had attracted me so, not just this mysterious house.
But I had stopped her, as
surely as I would have stopped a curious child from touching something
hot. Only this time, I acted like the
child and Maelyn the object burning.
Burning, yes. I felt it for
certain. I felt the simmering of her
gaze, and the eagerness of those fingers to reveal her inner depths.
Though I refused to believe
I had anything to do with it, the room felt warmer than I preferred, and I went
to the door immediately. With three
solid raps on its smooth surface, I summoned my hostess.
I hoped.
VII
After another half hour, I
heard soft steps outside the door, and then the welcome click of the lock. The door swept open to reveal Maelyn, dressed
in a long black robe of silk, loosely belted around her middle. That same view between her breasts held my attention
from the gap in the garment above the belt.
The gap below showed her legs again, and the shadows higher up were too
dizzying for me to tear my eyes from.
Maelyn smiled, and gestured towards the hall.
During that half hour after
bruising my knuckles, I’d given up hope of freedom, and tried on the clothes in
the room. I’d settled on a black suit,
soft blue shirt, and purple silk tie. I
found socks to match, and wore black shoes.
I could have done with a shower, but these circumstances were strange
enough without me using someone else’s bathroom.
I stepped out of the room (my
erstwhile prison) and Maelyn gently took my hand. Only then did she begin speaking. Once again, her mouth and the words I heard
warred with each other.
“I’m pleased to see that
you changed into something better. You
chose well, for your first time.”
“I’ve worn suits before,” I
argued.
“Yes, but never like this,
and certainly not for such a special occasion,” Maelyn said.
“Occasion? You pretty much accused me of trespassing
earlier.”
“Only a point of view. I didn’t invite you…at least, you never received
one traditionally sent by courier. That
would have been more proper.”
At the end of the hall, we
started down the stairs, and once more, I felt that dizzying sense of losing
trace of my directions. It wasn’t just
the spiral staircase—which way was west?
North? My feet followed the path
better than my brain could have, misguided by lying eyes. At the bottom of the stairs, we passed
quickly through the parlor, and out a side door.
“Where are we going?” I
asked.
“You ask too many
questions,” she admonished.
“Not near enough,” I said
under my breath.
Once outside, I felt a
change in the very air I breathed. It
was sharper, colder, but cleaner. I
hadn’t realized just how much the very weight of the house’s atmosphere weighed
down on me. Maelyn led me down a small
stony path, and then we emerged from behind a series of tangled brush, to a
candlelit patio. A glass table occupied
its center, with china place settings for two.
Crystal goblets and fine silver provided the right accents. Metal framed chairs with exquisite padding
waited for us. Maelyn stopped near one,
and looked up at me. For a brief moment,
I didn’t know why, and then I sheepishly pulled her chair out for her, and
guided her into place. I reached my
chair, and sat down slowly.
“Dinner?”
“Not just any dinner,” she
said, “but a feast—a celebration.”
I peered out into the
grounds beyond the patio, and shuddered at the many shadows hidden in its
corners. “What are we celebrating?”
“Your return, Vincent.”
Just then, a man in a white
coat arrived with a bottle of wine and a tumbler of ice. He inserted the corkscrew expertly and
removed the seal with a tight pop!
and then held out the expelled cork for Maelyn to smell. She smiled her approval, and the man poured
us each a glass. Rich red wine sloshed
into the goblets, a crimson wave of promised gaiety.
When the waiter disappeared
back into the house, I said, “I’ve never been here before.”
Maelyn gave me a quizzical
look, smiled, and sipped her wine. The
dark liquid clung to her lips in a moist invitation my mind played with for a
moment. She seemed to sense my thoughts.
“Vincent, you only don’t
remember. Otherwise, why would you come
here at all? In the three years since
you were last here, you’ve always watched me from afar. I saw you each and every time, peering out
from closed shades. I felt your gaze,
your inquisitiveness prying at my mind and more, my clothes…all for what? Why me, you have to ask. Why is this girl of such interest to me? Like you said, you’ve never been here before,
and yet, here you are.”
“I followed the
cobblestones,” I offered.
“Not for the first time— or
the last.”
The waiter returned again,
followed by two small boys. Each carried
a dish covered in an etched shell of silver.
They arranged the platters on the table before us, and then the man
removed the covers. How could I describe
the meal, the smells? Succulent beef,
rare, but very hot, soaking in juices of mint and clove. Artichoke hearts, steamed, with lemon and a
spice I didn’t know. Roasted potatoes,
with vinaigrette dressing and parsley stems.
The waiter sliced the beef for us and served his mistress first, and
then I. When our plates were supplied suitably,
we dined, and the feel of the tastes ignited a hunger I’d never known. Maelyn and I dined in silence, the only
sounds from the clatter of silver upon china, and the wine sluicing in our
goblets as we poured seconds, and then thirds.
“You said I was here three
years ago?” I asked after a short while.
Maelyn frowned, and
gestured sharply with her fork. “Eat
now. Talk later.”
I shrugged, and continued
with my meal.
But I didn’t get to
continue my questioning. As soon as my
hostess had completed her last bite, her eyes slid closed, and her head tipped
down over her chest.
“Maelyn?”
She didn’t move. What had happened?
Then she began sliding out
of her chair. I darted out of my own,
and grabbed her arms, and then slid my hands under her, wrapped around her
chest, and pulled her upright. She didn’t
wake. I glanced once in the direction of
the house, and saw no one watching, no one waiting to lend aid to their
hostess. The meal finished, I put an arm
beneath her knees, and wrapped the other around her shoulders. I hefted her up against me, and was surprised
to find she was light. I stood evenly,
and started back the way we’d come.
I passed through the parlor
and up the stairs without finding another soul.
Where had Elena gone? The man and
the two boys? Where was Maelyn’s family?
At the top of the stairs, I
paused, searching for direction. Where
would she have kept her own room? I
tried the first door, but it was locked, as was the second. The third was my room, and the fourth
remained shut against me, too. I
couldn’t see any other doors in the corridor, and only then did I begin to feel
Maelyn’s weight in my arms. I didn’t
want to search any further.
In the back of my mind, I
was afraid of what I’d find.
Instead, I tried the
doorknob to my room—it opened—and I brought her inside. I turned down the covers of the bed, and laid
her inside. I adjusted the robe (it slid
apart more than my eyes could bear), and covered her with the blankets.
I grasped her hand to place
it over her chest, and heard her voice, distinct, and yet spoken in my head.
Lay with me. Give me your warmth for the night.
I gazed down at the girl,
and saw the need stretched tightly across her skin.
I shut the door to the
room, sat down, removed my shoes, and hung up my clothes. I found a pair of pajamas in the bureau, and
then slid into the covers.
Awake or not, Maelyn draped
her hand across my chest, and pulled tightly against me.
I lay awake for hours it
seemed, but the smooth persistent rhythm of her breathing lulled me to sleep,
guided, of course, by the gentle caress of the mattress beneath me.
VIII
I was still lying in the
bed, but alone. The covers had been
removed, and I was nearly naked, just saved from total exposure by my gray
boxer shorts. Thin lengths of linen bound
my hands and feet. The room echoed
hollowly, and the other pieces of furniture had been removed. The closet door was gone, as was the door
leading out of the room. The window was
boarded shut with plywood, warped and rotten.
Then I looked up to see
Maelyn hovering above me, her back against the billowy material of the
canopy. She stared down at me as if not
seeing me, but perhaps through me. She
breathed heavily; her narrow waist, ample bosom, and generous hips formed an
hourglass shape, framed by a red blouse too small for her proportions. A long black skirt hung down from her waist,
and the far edge of it tickled my knees.
I tried to speak, and
discovered a silk scarf wrapped around my mouth. I shook my head, but it wouldn’t move. I moaned through the material, and my breath,
hot and humid, soaked the silk quickly.
I inhaled stale air, and gasped.
Maelyn waved long fingers,
and I followed her gesture.
A small wave of tiny black
and brown spiders flowed from the top of one of the posts nearest my foot,
scurrying down towards the mattress…and me.
Panic surged through my body, and my muscles flexed in terror. If there was anything I hated in the world,
it was those evil creatures. They were
so small, their progress down the post slow.
Then I saw a second wave descending the other foot post.
I looked back at
Maelyn. Spiders crept out of her hair,
and over her face. They blocked her
eyes, and ran into her nostrils and mouth.
Some crawled in and out of her ears.
They kept going, obscuring her face entirely, and beginning to do the
same thing to her body. Soon, her body
was a writhing mass of brown and black.
Maelyn made a sound low in her throat, a mixture of a laugh and a
pleasurable moan. Some of the spiders
dislodged from her face, and fell on mine.
I screamed.
Then the spiders below had
reached my feet. I felt the itch of
their legs running up my legs. I shook
my head frantically, and some spiders flew away. I looked down, and was horrified to see my
skin had changed color. Then they
reached my groin, and I felt them running underneath my boxers. In the most sensitive of areas, they crept.
Then the biting began.
Sharp, fiery stings pulsed
through my skin, and I felt my parts swelling with poison. A nauseating heat surged up my insides, and I
thought certain I would vomit. My body
quaked, and my head pounded with terror.
Maelyn reached down and
removed the scarf from my mouth, and that was the last straw. The spiders crawled inside, and I couldn’t
spit them out fast enough. They bit my
tongue, my lips, and my gums. I mashed
them in fear, and felt their bodily juices ooze on my taste buds. It didn’t matter. The poison had begun its deadly and final
work.
Violent trembling overtook
me, and I shook myself awake, screaming, “Maelyn! Stop them!”
She stirred beside me,
hands working over me in quick fashion.
Then I saw what I should have known.
The sheets had tangled up around me.
I can’t explain what had
caused the sensation of crawling spiders.
Maelyn sat up and looked
down at me. She traced a hand across my
chest, and a small grin set itself reluctantly on her mouth.
“You just had
to come here again, didn’t you,” she whispered.
IX
Maelyn regarded me for a
moment, and then touched my hand. “Vincent,
you’re not ready to understand. You left
three years ago because you couldn’t handle being here. I—I tried to stop you, but you wouldn’t allow
it.” She stared down in her lap, and her
lip trembled. “You were always so
stubborn. I suppose it was that same
stubbornness that brought you back to me.
Deep down inside…you hated to go as much as you hated to stay.”
“What are you talking
about?” I demanded. “I’ve never been
here before.”
“You don’t remember…” A statement, not a question.
She jumped down off the
bed, and I saw a brief glimpse of flesh as the robe parted. Maelyn straightened it, and opened the door.
“Come with me, Vincent.”
I hesitated, and then
slowly set my bare feet on the cold floor.
I joined Maelyn at the door, and followed down the corridor. She stopped at the first door. As she laid her hand on the knob, Maelyn
paused.
“You might reconsider…”
“Reconsider what?” I
asked. “This is all on your whim.”
“So be it.”
Maelyn opened the door.
It was a room smaller than
the closet in my bedroom. It was lined
with stone, and held a smaller door on the far wall. Maelyn removed a key from somewhere on her
person, and unlocked it. The door gave a
loud creak. It was dark beyond, and dank
with mildew and other unsavory scents.
“I can’t see. What’s in there?” I asked.
“Don’t you mean…down
there?” she responded.
Then I could see
them—stairs, crooked wooden planks leading far down below my level of
vision. Maelyn started down them,
holding my hand, but I stiffened. She
glanced back at me with a disconcerting glare.
I shrugged helplessly, and went after her.
The stairs reminded me of
the ones in Vertigo, wrapped around in square fashion, and long. We must have crept down the steps for almost
ten minutes. During the passage down, I
was aware of Maelyn’s fingers in my hand.
They stroked the palm of my hand every few moments. I sensed a feeling of familiarity in her
touch—not from me—but from her. I didn’t
understand.
I guess we’d reached the
end, because we stopped suddenly, though I couldn’t see a damned thing.
“Wait,” Maelyn said. Then she started murmuring softly to herself,
the barest of breaths in the silence of the stairwell sounded as loud as
military commands, and with the same authority.
A loud grinding noise
began, a miller’s stone, then a hint of light forming where I sensed a door
opening. The grinding finally ceased,
and Maelyn continued inside, tugging on my hand.
A flicker of flame, and
then I saw that Maelyn held a tall drippy candle, lit from a match she’d likely
secreted in the same place as the key.
The low light was more than enough.
I saw a room as long as the house, I thought, sealed in rough-hewn brick
and mortar. The stone floor was
unfinished, full of pits and cracks. She
led me down the length of the room, and we passed several odd looking wooden
racks and shelves. Each was bare, until
we reached the end of the room. I froze
as the candlelight revealed what waited for us there.
It was a four-poster bed,
just like the one I’d slept in the night before. Near each corner of the bed were straps of
linen.
Maelyn turned to me. “Do you remember…?”
“No…” I sighed, but then
the dream came back in full force.
Did I remember something? “What is this place?”
“It’s where you and
I…shared a powerful memory together—until you decided you couldn’t handle it—or
me—anymore.” She fell silent for a
moment, gazing upon the bed with obvious longing. “That was three years ago.”
My throat was dry. “What…did we do…down here?”
The smirk on her face
should have said it all.
“You have to ask?” she
commented, slipping one hand inside the seam of her robe, and parting it. As soon as I saw her body, panic seized me,
and I staggered away. My foot caught on
a sharp edge of stone, and I landed on my back.
“You did this to yourself,”
she whispered.
“Did what?” I asked. My mind swam with delusion.
“I can see it now for what
it is.” Her voice grew lower, dominant,
highly persuasive. “You trained your
mind to reject me, if you ever saw me again.
Correction—if you ever saw me like we used to be again.”
Then she slipped the robe
off her shoulders, and Maelyn stood there in all her horrifying glory. My teeth chattered, and a fierce ache seized
the muscles in my back, as if exposed to the frigid cold of the arctic. Before I could stop the process, I felt my
eyes rolling back, and a sense of blackness overcoming my vision.
The last thing I saw before
I passed out completely was Maelyn’s hands grasping me…and pulling me toward
the bed.
X
I was dressed in nothing
but my boxer shorts (black ones instead of gray this time), and the four straps
of white linen held me firmly in place on the bed.
I looked up.
Just a canopy stretched
tight above me from the four posts. Maelyn
was nowhere in sight. For the time, I
took that as small comfort. That still
didn’t help me understand what had happened.
She seemed to think that I would remember the past and something I had
apparently done with her…but if bindings to the bed couldn’t jar my memory, I
didn’t think anything could.
As I turned my head to the
side, I disturbed a spot of dust on the mattress, and I sneezed. I sneezed again. And a third time. I shook my head to clear the rhythm, and my
sinuses relaxed.
I tugged on the straps
around my wrists. These were thin, but
tight and strong. My hands were swollen
and red. I needed to get some circulation
to them, but there was no way to let slack the lines. It was like pushing a rope.
A gust of air breezed
softly across my bare skin, and I glanced to the entrance of the room.
Maelyn entered, and I
couldn’t believe what she was wearing.
It was a lace bodysuit,
with intricate web designs throughout, and quite see-through. Woven spiders of black delicately rested over
Maelyn’s breasts, and one hovered just below her navel, wrapping a gob of what
could only be a fly in a thick mat of webbing between her legs. She wore a black mask over her eyes, and I
realized that it looked from afar as in my dream, with spiders obscuring her
face. She walked with feline steps, toes
first, and then heels, calves straining in sweet feminine musculature, hips
swaying slowly to the metronome of my heartbeat. Beneath the fragile fabric of the lace, her
breasts bobbed, and my pulse raced.
Maelyn’s rosewood hair flowed in subtle waves of silkiness on her
shoulders. Her eager smile unhinged the
lock on my adrenaline. The thought of
thousands of spiders scurrying all over my body sent me into tremors of
fear. I raged against my binds, but to
no avail.
Maelyn stopped a foot away
from the bed, and the wafting of her perfume washed over me…something sweet and
intoxicating. It probably was.
“How long have I been like
this?” I asked.
“Three years,” she sighed.
“No—in the bed.”
“Three years,” Maelyn
repeated, deliberately obtuse.
I dropped my head on the
mattress. What was the point? I couldn’t have expected her to understand me
now, than before—
Maelyn had spoken.
I understood her.
And she hadn’t touched me!
Her smile widened, as if
she’d followed the line of my thoughts.
“It’s finally starting
again,” she said.
“What is?”
“Your transformation. You and this house…and I, are finally going
to be as one again.”
She leaned down, and traced
her fingertips across my chest, stirring my hair, setting my skin ablaze. Then she pressed her lips to mine,
forcefully, without the elegance or gentility she’d possessed before. I pulled away, but I was trapped beneath
her. She clenched her hand into a tight
fist, with the right side muscle of my chest bound in her claw. I screamed, and she laughed.
“Oh, yes…just like it was
before! How long I have waited for your
return, Vincent!”
She pulled, and I felt hair
rip from my chest, and then growing warmth.
I stared in mute terror at beads of blood where there had been hair and
skin.
Maelyn climbed onto the
bed, and wrapped her thighs around my waist.
The bodysuit stretched. The
mattress gave a little under our combined weight. She pressed down with everything between us
that touched. I groaned from the strain.
“You remember now?” she
gasped.
“No…”
She kissed me again, hot
tongue darting through my defenses. I
fought for mind control—no, make that body control. Strong, undeniable urges filled me, coursed
through my veins like lava. Maelyn
sucked the very air out of my lungs with her kisses, and then breathed it back
into me again.
I turned my head. “I can’t—”
“Can’t what?” she
responded.
“I won’t…” I tried.
“You already have, you
will, and you will again.”
“What are you doing to me?”
“Taking you back, Vincent.”
She slowed her kisses, and
then I felt a shift in her weight.
Lighter, softer…and then…not there at all. I opened my eyes, and saw her start to float
above me, up toward the canopy.
“No…” I moaned.
She clung to the posts by
hand and foot, and stared down at me with undisguised lust.
I glanced down at the posts
by my feet.
No spiders.
Yet.
“Vincent…I respected your
wishes.”
“My wishes? What did I ever wish? Not to ever come back here again, because I
can’t see that it did me any good.”
“I stayed away from you
while you recovered. Perhaps you’re not
ready yet, and you’re here anyway.
Perhaps it’s fate, or shaol that wills it. No matter.
I’ll guide you along. I want you
back, Vincent. I’ve always wanted you back. I’ve waited a long time for this, and now, we
can begin.”
Her eyes darted
downward, and I saw them then…tiny black spots moving slowly down the post.
XI
They scrambled down the
post faster than I had envisioned them (or
been threatened by the promise of them, my brain told me), and when they’d
reached the halfway mark, they began to grow larger. How this was possible, I don’t know, but
hell…how was any of this possible?
As they grew bigger, I
recognized them for what they really were: black widows. Male and female, they trampled down the
bedposts and onto the mattress. Long
spindly legs, sharp and forbidding, they were the pinnacle of my greatest
fear. Oblong, fat bodies—and thousands
of clear red hourglasses, turned down, the sands of poison draining to signal
the end of my life.
They reached the linen
bindings and fluttered along them in a dance macabre. Before they even touched me, my skin itched
and burned in dread anticipation of their caress. An unmanly scream escaped my lips.
Maelyn said quietly, “Oh,
don’t do that. You’ll scare them.”
I gaped up at her in
shocked amazement.
“You never did get used to
this part,” she added.
Finally, they stepped out
onto my toes, and covered my feet and legs in droves. Forget thousands—millions of deadly black
widows paraded across my body.
“What do you want from me?”
I begged, trying in vain to still my body, and cease the hungering temptation
my sweating glands must provide them.
“I don’t want anything but
you, Vincent.”
“How the hell does this
help?”
“Wait. Watch.”
They made it to my chest
without biting me…so far. Strangely,
they veered around the bloody patch where Maelyn had ripped out my hair. The view was so disturbing, as the spiders
moved in unity and one accord.
“They hate blood,” Maelyn
informed me.
As they touched my neck, I
suddenly remembered the last part of the nightmare—the part when they would
enter my mouth, and bite me. I held my
mouth closed tightly, and breathed shallowly through my nose.
Then my hostess of the
damned began to lower herself, and I saw a shining glimmer up behind her, a
strand that could only be a web. Before
I could ponder that revelation, Maelyn gestured with her hands, and the spiders
parted completely, left my body, and instead, rested on the mattress beneath,
surrounding me entirely.
“They will wait there as
long as I desire.”
“How long will that be?” I
asked.
“How long do you want it?”
she returned.
“Is there a wrong answer
here?”
She looked up and down my
face, licking her lips, and a spark of memory flared in my mind—I’d seen this
expression on her face before…and it was a long time ago. After that, the memory faded.
“There could be,” she
finally said. “But I don’t think you’ll
take that risk.”
With that she kissed me
again, softer than ever before, touching me only with her lips. Out of the corners of my panicked eyes, I saw
her hands begin to move, first upon the stitches of her thin clothing, and then
down to mine.
XII
“Maelyn…” I said.
She moaned in reply, and
looked up at me. The moan turned into a
delicious hum of pleasure, and she grinned.
“Welcome back, Vincent.”
I tried to sit up—a purely
involuntary reaction, believe me—and winced as a bright white hot flare of pain
shot through my head.
“You need to relax a little
longer,” she advised. “It hasn’t had
long enough to take full effect.”
“What are you talking
about?”
In answer, she traced her
fingers up my chest to a tender spot on my neck just below my right ear. I felt the bumps in my skin contrasting against
her gentle touch, and familiar sensations of having been bitten. My earlobe felt swollen.
“You did that to me?”
“Yes. If it had been the spiders, you’d be dead by
now.”
“Why did you bite me?”
“You’ll understand soon
enough.” Maelyn sat up all the way, and
I stared in wonder at her perfect body.
Once again, I tried to think of a proper age for a girl who looked like that. My mind kept flipping between rationale and
insanity. Eighteen, twenty-four, fifteen, thirty…
She leaned down to the
floor, and took up her robe. She must
have dropped it there after binding me to the bed—how many hours ago?—and now
felt it was okay to cover up. As she shrugged
it on, a faint pang of regret filled me, and I wished to look at her a little
longer…but my brain beat that idea out of me and into submission.
Maelyn untied me from the
bed, first my feet, and then straddling my chest, my hands as well. She sat a bit longer on my chest, and rubbed
her hands on me slowly.
“There’s so much to do
together,” she gushed.
“Not now I hope,” I
said. She frowned in response, and bit
her lower lip in disappointment. “I’m
sorry,” I said.
She stood up, and lent me a
hand to stand as well. It was slow
going. I don’t know how long I’d been
there, but it felt like days.
Maybe years, my mind quelled.
Shut up.
Maelyn stood me before the
nearest wall, the last surface of the room I would have expected us to look
at. She waved her hand across from upper
left to lower right, and then I heard a loud grinding noise. The stones shifted in the wall, and then a
seam appeared where there had only been a crack (a spidery thin crack),
splitting open wide to reveal a doorway.
Maelyn turned to me, and whispered, “Are you ready?”
“What do you think?” I
answered.
“You will be soon, I
promise, Vincent.”
Taking my hand, we walked
side by side into the darkness beyond.
XIII
“I don’t understand,” I
said. “How come you can see and I
can’t?”
“Vincent, I’m surprised at
you.”
She didn’t say another word
on the subject, and we walked on. For
the moment, I forgot that she’d completely avoided answering my question. Instead, we stopped. Maelyn whispered something, and then another
door quaked open in the earth. Dust
hazed the air in front of us, illuminated by bright shafts of light pouring
through from the other side. I raised my
hands to my eyes, guarding against the glare and airborne debris. Maelyn stepped behind me, and pushed.
I stumbled out…and when I
could see again, I fell back a step in shock.
We stood in a beautiful
garden…only one that seemed to have grown out of a dank clearing in a haunted
wood. I turned around, and saw that we
had emerged from a rough hillock, set up against a rocky cliff wall that rose
straight up into the sky farther than I could see. Gray fog obscured the rest, as well as the
tops of the trees dotting the glen like corpse sentries still on duty. In the garden, a stained stone bench waited
for mourners to sit and ponder the afterlife; a dried up birdbath stood near
it. Dead rose bushes fanned out as skeletons
of their former splendor throughout.
Tiny clumps of brown grass poked through the gray dusty earth. The most startling feature of this wayward
garden was the tall statue.
Three times as high as I
stood, the sculpture was a lively creature, animated in all its stillness. Raised wings bent to flight, leathery and bat
like, and yet far removed from the conventional shape. It was a biped, and stood on powerful feet
with claws growing out of its toes.
Long, mighty legs cocked to take action, defense…but more likely,
attack. A thin barrel of a chest rippled
with muscles, and sharpened arms extended from bulging shoulders. But its face, the merest suggestion of
humanity, perverted and twisted. The
creature was hairless. I marveled at the
artistry of the creation, and wondered for a moment if it was made out of stone
at all…
Maelyn breathed deep, and
exhaled in obvious satisfaction. Then
she turned toward me, and asked again, “Do you remember?”
“Should I?” I said, growing
increasingly accustomed to her need for this.
“Yes.”
We entered the garden, and
sat down on the mausoleum styled bench. Like
it’s made from the cold stone of a tomb—and, as if sensing my thoughts, a
stiff wind gusted through, rattling the rose bushes, and scattering fallen
leaves.
I realized belatedly that I
was still in my boxer shorts.
“Is this a dream?” I asked.
“I hope not,” Maelyn
said. “You’re still dressed.”
“You call this dressed?” I
shot back.
She frowned again. “I don’t remember it having this kind of
effect on you.”
“How’s that?”
“You’re hostile. That’s never happened before.” She looked quickly down at my bites, and then
up at the statue.
“What is that?” I asked.
“Not a gargoyle, but that’s
all you’d accept, I think.”
“That’s what it looks like
to me,” I muttered.
“You’d better not let them
hear you say that,” Maelyn warned.
I turned on the stone seat,
and felt the thin material of my boxers bunch up under me, exposing me to more
cold. “Them?” I asked.
“That’s another story for
another time, Vincent.”
“Just how old are you,
anyway?”
The gleam in her gaze
dulled, and I sensed her drifting.
Wherever her mind was just then, it wasn’t with me. They grew wet with sudden tears, and Maelyn
blinked them away.
“Vincent—that was a
question you swore you’d never ask me again.”
I’d just about had
enough. I stood, and faced her.
“Well, in case you haven’t
noticed, I’m not getting any of this, Maelyn!
I certainly didn’t expect everything that’s happened so far since
knocking on your front door.”
Maelyn turned away,
looking…well, east seemed right enough.
I saw in her profile the disappointment of a young child, setting deep
into her shoulders and back. Maelyn
clasped her hands together, and then wrung them anxiously.
“What?” I asked. “What now?”
In answer, a distant noise
sounded from the direction of her stare, something that reminded me eerily of a
howl.
“What the hell was that?” I
breathed.
A lone tear slid down her
fair cheek, and disappeared into her hair gathered under her chin. She lowered her head, returned to wringing
her hands.
The next howl sounded
louder, closer, and clearer.
“Maelyn…?”
Then another howl…and
against my wisest wishes, I turned in its direction. I heard the slap of paws on the firm, cold
ground, and the raspy thin rattle of leaves driven under by the things
approach. I took one step forward, and
then another, and gazed down at my feet in wonder and consternation. You were supposed to be on my side!
At the next howl, one with
far more depth and shape to it, I turned back to Maelyn…but she was gone.
“Maelyn?” I said, and then
I saw her, entering the doorway in the hillock.
“Maelyn! Wait!” I stepped forward to run, but a large shape
knocked me down from behind. I crashed
into the hard forest floor, and my breath exploded outward. I gasped for air, wheezing with pain and
terror. The thing turned me over, and I
stared up into the eyes of a far worse nightmare.
XIV
And yet, somehow more than
a wolf, and less than one as well.
It had the overall shape of
a wolf’s body, but its fur was sparse, growing out in diseased patches. Overdeveloped muscles bulged visibly beneath
its skin, and it trembled as though sick with fever. Its snout was stubbed and short, wet with
humidity from its gaping mouth. The
wolf’s eyes were the worst part of the whole assemblage. Swirling darkness pooled there, like oil, surrounded
by jaundiced whites bulging with dark crimson veins. The wolf growled low in its throat.
I couldn’t breathe or
move. I felt places on my body that had
been scraped raw from its assault, and its sharp claws bore into my chest painfully.
A line of drool hit my
face.
The wolf nearly
smiled. Then it lunged down, wrapped its
vice-like jaws around my ankle, and pulled me out of the garden on my back.
“Maelyn!!” I screamed.
My head knocked on the edge
of the stone bench on our way out of the garden of the dead, and the rest of
the passage through the forest was laced with mind-blown haze. Fog…darkwood reaching for the hidden
skies…the cushion of dead leaves, which I learned later, had literally saved my
skin during the course of our transit.
I faded in and out, but
never lost the feeling of my ankle crushed in the mouth of the rogue wolf. I don’t know how far we traveled, or for how
long. Later I awoke to darkness. I was sprawled in a shallow cave, probably in
that same length of cliffs I saw when Maelyn and I had emerged from the tunnel
in the hillock.
Maelyn…what had she done to
me? Was it a set-up? Did she take me out to that garden, just to
wait for the wolf to appear?
I sat up, and
stretched. Muscles flared in protest,
and my skin cried out. The wolf—whom I
could see sleeping at the mouth of the cave—had put me through hell. I stood, and cautiously tested my limbs. Nothing was broken. Dried patches of blood stretched as I
moved. I’d have to be careful, or I
would open the wounds again. Overall, I
seemed to be okay.
Now, I had to get away from
the wolf. I’ve always been a strong
believer in letting sleeping dogs lie, and I wasn’t about to change my ways
this time.
I stepped carefully near
the mouth of the cave, and paused. The
wolf breathed deeply, slowly…sound asleep.
I stepped once more, a
single step.
“I wouldn’t do that if I
were you.”
I looked down at the wolf,
and watched as it turned over…and it wasn’t as wolf-like as before. Its face took on more human qualities. Still, it was hideous and deformed.
“What?” I asked,
dumbfounded. It talks…
“I said it would be a bad
idea for you to try to slip by me. I’m
bigger than you, stronger, and with four legs, I’m faster. I drew you four hundred yards over
unforgiving earth, and now I’m famished.
Try to run…it’ll be a quick meal.”
“What are you…a werewolf?”
“Truer than any werewolf
you could imagine. Discard the myth from
your mind, whoever you are. I’m the only
one of my kind. I don’t change from a
full human form. This is me. I’m the guardian of the woods, you might
say. I came to take you away from
Maelyn…for a time.”
“Why?”
“Maelyn asked me to.”
I tried a different
tack—“What is your relationship with Maelyn?”
The wolf looked up at
me. “What kind of question is that? I’m not a servant of Maelyn’s, if that’s what
you mean. She and I have a complicated
friendship.”
“Seems a common story
around here,” I muttered.
The wolf sat up on its
haunches, and stretched. “Care to elaborate?”
I regarded the wolf
warily. “Are you going to eat me?”
“Will you try to run?” I shook my head. “Then continue.”
I sighed, and then told him
about what had happened so far…excluding the far too private and intimate
moment Maelyn and I had shared just prior to going into the forest. The wolf listened attentively, and then
nodded in a disturbingly human manner.
“Now I know who you
are…Vincent.”
I stepped back. “You know my name?”
“Who in all of these woods
does not?”
“I don’t know about anyone
else in the woods, but I don’t remember ever coming here before.”
“Of course you don’t,” the
wolf growled. “After what you went
through before.” He leaned down and
licked his paws carefully, and then chewed on one for several moments for good
measure. Satisfied, he sat up
again. “Vincent, you are the only
resident to ever leave these hallowed grounds, and live to tell the tale.”
“But I haven’t known the
tale to tell,” I argued.
“Then, with your
permission, I shall tell it for you.
“It began many years ago,
though in this place, time loses certainty.
A safe guess would be seven years ago—and really—how perfect a number
could there be? Understand, I’ve never
seen you before this day. When Maelyn
requested I remove you from the garden, I obeyed out of our mutual respect for
each other. But this story has been told
faithfully, for some, a lesson to be learned, and for others, a night time’s
fireside entertainment. Everyone knows
the name of Vincent, and his love for Claire.”
At this, the wolf lowered his head in reverence, and I saw a gleam of
mist in its eyes.
“Who is Claire?” I asked.
“Maelyn’s only daughter,
and the prize of the household. It was
natural, then, for a young man such as you, growing up here with her every day,
to fall in love. Though it was never
spoken aloud, the very thought of it working out for the good of all was
forbidden. Maelyn was a jealous woman,
and steered her daughter clear of your path at every opportunity. It didn’t do any good, for it’s spoken that
you contrived chance meetings, and occasions to be alone with Claire.
“Let me describe the child,
so you will understand anew—and perhaps, remember your tale. Claire had her mother’s earthly beauty; the
same eyes of warm honey, hair that matched in its essence, and a lithe, supple
body that drew your lust, as well as your devotion. But Claire hid a terrible secret, known only
by her mother. Claire feared of you
learning her secret, and that you’d one day leave her. You see, Claire began to have feelings for
you as well, and looked forward to those arranged meetings behind her mother’s
back. But if you two thought anything
done within that house was hidden from Maelyn, then it was due to your young
and foolish hearts.
“The day everything in the
house changed, darkness fell across these woods for six months without
reprieve. As guardian of the woods, this
bode ill for me, and all the forest.
That day, I cursed your name, though I’d never seen you before. I learned later that all of my curses, spoken
continually for the rest of my life could never have outmatched the curse spat
upon you by Maelyn, betrayed.
“On that day, you and
Claire had secluded yourselves in the lower dungeon of the house. You know the place, because it is the self
same room you just described to me a moment ago. Maelyn caught you two together on the
four-poster bed, the only one of its kind within the walls of her house. Maelyn had designed it for a special purpose,
and that day was to be its unveiling.
Maelyn had intended that bed for you and her, not her daughter.
“Entwined as only true
lovers will be, Maelyn found you, and her heart broke forever. Indeed, the haze which encompasses these
woods you see now are the work of her tears, weeping eternally for the loss of
her two loves—you, and her only daughter, Claire.
“Maelyn brought the
spiders, her servants, to your bed, and they surrounded you and Claire, binding
you by your own fear.
“Then Maelyn brought out a
mirror, an enchanted mirror filled with the shine of a full moon.
“And Claire began to
change.
“She transformed right
there straddling you in that bed, turning into such a terrible creature, that
you panicked. You began to push at her,
crying out, screaming at the unholy demon she’d become to leave. You even warded her off with the evil eye.
“Claire became like what
you now see before you. I say this in
all respect for the person she was before.
I’m sorry I did that to her.”
I frowned. “Did what?”
“You don’t understand,
Vincent?” the wolf wheezed. “Claire was
my daughter, too.”
“Your daughter?”
“Yes…I was weakened by her
very nature, Maelyn’s…I sullied the ancient bloodline out of lustful ignorance,
and sheer desperation. You see, I am the
last of my kind. It was vain hope that
drove me into Maelyn’s bed. The news of
Claire’s conception made me buoyant, but it didn’t last long, when I discovered
that she was more human than wolf. Her
transformations, occurring only at the first full moon of the year, were
terrible to her. She fought the change
claw and nail; her screams dotted the woods with misery, and each creature here
felt it as only the blood of animals could share.
“I was ashamed by what I
had done. I’d cursed my own daughter
with something that had once been regarded as beautiful in my line. Now she was enraged with pain each year.
“Maelyn managed to hide
Claire away in this cave each year during the change, and it was my task to
protect her without her seeing me, or knowing I even existed. Maelyn did this to keep her out of your
sight…and also to allow me to be near my own flesh and blood.
“On the day everything
changed—when Maelyn caught you ensnared in lust’s bindings—she brought the
curse upon the both of you. For Claire,
she made her change right before your eyes, to finally show you her true
nature.
“For you, she brought the
poison of the spiders. As Claire collapsed
to the floor, growling in exquisite pain, the spiders covered you head to
foot. They bit you, each and every one,
but through sheer force of will—an evil demonstration of her control over the
elements of her own household—Maelyn kept the poison from circulating through
your body. The spiders returned to their
place beside you.
“Then Maelyn did what she
had intended all along. She climbed onto
the bed, and made love to you, all the while holding back the poison from
destroying you immediately. And you
would have died a painful death, but a fast one. I believe your fear of the inevitable made
you compliant. When she’d finished, Maelyn
stood, and asked you, ‘Will you leave, and never return, until I call?’
“ ‘Yes,’ you said, and so
it is told. You complied.
“Maelyn extracted the
poisons from your body, and bade her spiders leave. She stood you up, made you look down on
Claire, and see her full form for the last time, and then…” The wolf fell silent, and lay down, with his
head tucked between its extended forelegs.
“What?” I asked.
“Maelyn destroyed
Claire. Nobody knows how, and with each
telling, that part of the story grows ever more gruesome. But the truth remained. Maelyn destroyed her only daughter in a
fierce jealous rage. She made you watch,
to force you to leave. And you did,
three years ago, and until recently, you never tried to return. I would imagine her call was quite powerful
to make you ever want to come back.”
“Why can’t I remember?” I
inquired.
“Would you want to?” the
wolf countered. “If that time ever
comes, it would likely be the second most horrifying of your entire life,
second only to the day of remembrance.”
“Who am I?”
“You are Vincent.”
“But…who am I that I should
have once lived here?”
“You haven’t figured that
out? You were Maelyn’s intended. You were brought to her house, for the
express purpose of becoming her lover and soul mate. When you met Claire, that changed matters,
didn’t it?
“I mourned Claire’s death
like nothing ever before. As I said, I
cursed you…but you live with an even greater curse than I can give.”
“How’s that?” I asked.
“You’re here, aren’t you,
once again at her whim? Once back in her
clutches, there’s nothing short of death that can ever separate you two again.”
XV
But first, a minor detail…
“It occurred to me that I
don’t even know what to call you,” I observed.
“Rather late, I agree,” the
wolf said. “My name is Kinh-mal, which,
in my ancient tongue, means Proud Death.”
I shrank back. “You shouldn’t
fear. You have larger concerns.”
“Kinh-mal, I don’t know how
to deal with Maelyn.”
“I do not conspire with
humans,” Kinh-mal said. “I learned after
my mistake with Claire.”
“Are you saying you do not
hate Maelyn for murdering your daughter?”
The wolf considered a
moment, and then said, “My hatred left with Claire. Such grudges are pointless. How would that prosper my life and well-being
here? Look around you, Vincent, and see
what holding a grudge will do.”
“The forest?” I asked.
“Yes…the forest fell into
utter despair when Claire was gone, shriveling under the weight of a broken and
hate-filled heart. That garden had been
a favorite seclusion of Claire’s. Once,
every rose blossomed bright and full, larger than all other roses in the
world. The trees towered, mighty and
strong, full of green life, and the ground lush with grasses. The skies were clear, the air clean. See now, the cost of holding a grudge,”
Kinh-mal repeated.
I saw it clearly,
considering my environment. The forest
wasn’t dead—it was dying, continually and painfully. In these trees and dried, dusty earth, was
the visible spectrum of Maelyn’s emotions.
“Then, as guardian of the
woods, wouldn’t you rather see your home lush and true?” I argued.
Kinh-mal glanced around the
forest, and sighed. He said, “It’s difficult
to argue with truth.”
“What is the truth?”
“Maelyn. She’s all the truth we need to worry
about.” The wolf exhaled, and licked its
chops. “Damn you, Vincent, for coming
back here again.”
XVI
I racked my memories,
searching for an answer to this mysterious past. Kinh-mal seemed incredibly genuine and
factual. Why couldn’t I remember? What was the key? Three years I’d watched her. Three years of a lithe, quiet girl, passing
quickly through an old ironworks gate, and disappearing within the reaches of
the landscape. Little did I ever know
that this house held such secrets! But
that was the key, wasn’t it? I didn’t
know. All of that time, living my meaningless
existence, directly across the street from a woman who hated me as much as she
claimed to love me. Suddenly I couldn’t
remember the life in the interim. How
had I lived? Did I work? Did I lead a sustainable social
calendar? A girlfriend seemed out of the
question, otherwise, why would I waste away watching for the appearance of the
girl across the street?
Kinh-mal mentioned a curse
worse than any he could wish upon me.
Maelyn had ultimately insured I would never leave her side, even if I
lived in a different house. I hadn’t
pursued any other women, and when the time was right, I knocked on her door
again.
And Claire…who was she
really? How could I have lost so much?
What sort of creature was
Maelyn to appear so young, and supposedly give birth to a daughter who would
one day grow old enough to pursue a love relationship with me? I’m twenty-seven, and according to Kinh-mal,
I began that relationship with Claire when I was twenty. How old was Claire? The same age?
Younger? I hope not too much,
because I’m sure I would never have tried it.
When did I first appear on
this insane scene of fantasy and bizarre reality?
“Kinh-mal,” I said,
breaking the silence with due respect, “where did Maelyn come from?”
He stopped and looked up at
me. “I wondered how long it would take
you to reach that issue.” He turned and
stared forward, seeing the unknown of our plan.
“ ‘As long as has stood the House of Gael, so it has been with Maelyn,’
” he quoted.
“What does that mean?” I
asked.
“Gael was the architect of
that house…a man lost to history and time.
All that is known of Maelyn’s origins reside in that house. She has a strong connection to it. She and the house are inseparable. It is said that the house feeds off her
life-force, and vise-versa.”
“Who’s doing all the
saying?”
Kinh-mal nodded toward the
distant woods. “The creatures of the forest. And of course, the Nephili.”
“The what?”
“That statue,” the wolf
clarified. “The Nephili are creatures of
utmost darkness, dwellers of time without time, a land beyond borders. No one can willingly reach that land, not by
choice. Death contains the only door.”
“A land of the dead?” I
said.
“Worse than that.”
“What can be worse than
death?”
“Living without Life,”
Kinh-mal said. “The Nephili cross the borders,
sowing the seeds of dissention and hate among us. Violence, war, murder, deception, and
perversion are their tools. As I’m sure
you must have guessed by now, Maelyn has been immersed in their arts fully.”
“She’s connected to them?”
“Vincent…where did you
think she came from?”
I thought about that, and
the visions, both real and imagined, made sense when placed in the proper
perspective. Still, a lingering thought
crept forward… “Why did you choose to
lay with Maelyn, and father her child?”
“If Maelyn descends from
the Nephili, then she and I aren’t that distantly related.”
We’d reached the garden
again, and I saw with fresh eyes the statue of the Nephili, and shuddered. What I’d once thought was a foul gargoyle for
decoration was a stone tribute to a race of creatures that inspire fear, and
breed death.
“I need to get back into
that house,” I announced.
“She’ll know you’re
coming,” Kinh-mal said.
I nodded. “She knew when I left that cave, if
everything you’ve said about her is true.”
“I have not deceived you.”
Slowly, I neared the
hillock, and waved my hand across its surface.
Nothing happened. Then I
remembered that Maelyn had muttered silent words…
Or a single word.
“Claire,” I whispered.
The door shuddered open,
dust flying, rocks and debris cascading.
“I can go no further,” the
wolf said.
I peered into the blackness
of the tunnel. “I don’t know if I’ll
ever see you again,” I said.
With that, I entered the
dark, and only slowed when I heard and felt the door seal shut behind me.
XVII
By random choice, or by the
fate that guided my hand, I entered the second of five tunnel choices. The ground was smoother, worn down by
repeated passing. This had to be the
tunnel back to the house.
The tunnel stretched out
longer than I remembered, but then again, the vast chamber in the middle was
beyond my recollection from the passage before.
Time grew funny, and the place seemed able to move on of its own accord.
Then I stuck out my foot,
and fell into nothing.
Howling wind swept past me,
and I lost all sense of placement—up or down—and the relative closeness of the
rock walls nearby. Had I found a great
gaping void in the earth? I tumbled head
over hind, equilibrium thrown out of alignment.
And stopped just as
suddenly as I’d fallen.
It felt like thousands of
crisscrossing ropes and threads thrown together in a disheveled net had stopped
my fall. When I tried to move, my skin
stuck fast to their surfaces.
A web…
As soon as the thought
registered, I felt sporadic jouncing on the far end of the web, movement
peculiar to the eight-legged dance of evil.
I couldn’t move. I couldn’t see.
That didn’t stop the fresh
influx of searing white pain that flashed in my leg when the spider bit me.
XVIII
I woke up retching, and
finished feeling quite drained of all that I had ever been. My throat was raw, my breathing ragged. I gasped, and then winced at the sting of
cold air in my lungs. A small puff of
air billowed in front of my face, and I realized I could see. Faintly in the distance, a deep blue glow
emanated from some far wall of the cave.
Where was I?
I craned my head, but it
was secured fast by threads of webbing.
“Somebody…” I rasped.
“Shh,” came the response.
“Who are you?” I asked.
“Be quiet, or you’ll wake
her.”
Maelyn! my mind screamed.
“Please,” I whispered,
“help me.” The web bounced, and a figure
neared me. I couldn’t see it, but it
couldn’t weigh so much, by the shift in the strands. A hand slid over my mouth.
“Do not speak,” the person
instructed.
I nodded my
understanding. “She will return
shortly. You must do everything I say.”
The figure moved quickly,
and I felt my bindings loosen. Blood
flowed into appendages I hadn’t noticed, if only because they were asleep the
whole time. Painful tingling spiked in
my limbs. I tried to lie as still as I
was able until this nasty sensation passed, but the person bounced the web so
that it was impossible. I cringed and
cried out in the agony of it.
“Are you trying to get us
both killed?” the figure demanded.
“Who are you?”
In the dimness, I could
only make out a vague shape, and nothing more.
“That can wait for later.”
The figure grasped my hand
in much smaller hands, and led me off the web.
It was thickly laid; I found I could place my feet practically anywhere
as I would on solid flooring. We
traversed the sticky trap with careful paces, and then the figure boosted me
onto an outcropping of rock.
“Now, crawl into that hole,
and keep quiet,” the person hissed.
I obeyed silently. In places it was a snug fit, but I passed
through successfully. After thirty
yards, the small tunnel opened out, and I rolled down a gently sloping
embankment. My hands landed in a small
body of water, and I took the opportunity to splash some on my face and cleanse
myself of the dust and grime, to say nothing of the blood from my earlier
struggles, the acidic aftertaste in my mouth, and the stickiness of the web’s
residue.
As soon as I’d finished,
the person stepped close to me. Something
about the shape…
Another white light flared
as the person slapped me hard in the face.
I reeled, and nearly fell to my knees.
The person grabbed me instead, and held me up.
“What the hell was that
for?” I yelled, ignoring the earlier admonition for silence.
A match light flared, and
suddenly I saw a face of a girl, too familiar in all her features to be anyone
else but—
“Maelyn,” I breathed.
“No,” the girl said.
I stared hard, and
then… “Claire??”
Eyebrows rose in eager
anticipation. “You remember?”
I shook my head. “I’m sorry, but no. I—how can this be?”
Claire removed a long staff
from the wall nearby, and lit a wad at the end of it. It caught in glorious flame, and I marveled
at how beautiful light really was after all of this darkness.
“Kinh-mal told you, did
he?”
I cocked my head to the
side in confusion.
“What do you think he told
me?”
“What you needed to hear to
go back to the house, and face my mother finally.”
XIX
“That was never my mother,”
Claire said, interrupting my thoughts.
“Excuse me?”
“You always saw me entering
the gate, not my mother.”
“Okay, Claire, now I’m very
confused.”
She laced her fingers
through mine and squeezed. “The curse
wasn’t just on you. Yes, Mother insured
that you would never stray very far from her reach; she was fanatical about you. But she also cast me out of the house, and
cursed me to forever attempt to breach its defenses, always entering the east
gate, and walking around the side of the house.
But when I reached the wooden gate inside, and walked through, I was no
longer in the house, but waking from a terrible nightmare in a cave…” She looked around our surroundings. “This one, in fact.”
“You’re saying you dreamed
walking through a gate—something I saw in real life?” I asked.
“Vincent, after everything
you’ve seen so far, you still feel the need to cling to some sense of
reality?” I shrugged. “Consider the last three years of your life a
poison induced coma, fed by visions from my mother, in which you would remember
watching out of your window and seeing a girl you thought you didn’t know—but
desperately wanted to—walking through a gate every day. That was the curse, Vincent. Watching the only girl you ever loved, and
not knowing her name or anything you had previously shared with her…”
Claire broke off, and
trembled into fitful tears. I touched
her shoulder, and she held my hand in silent gratitude.
“My mother must have
enjoyed every moment, knowing that you didn’t know me anymore. I wish you could remember me, Vincent.”
I watched as tears slid
down her cheeks, glistening and sweet in their heartrending tenderness. “Me, too,” I confessed.
“You know what my part of
the curse was?” she said. I shook my
head. “I was only entering the gate to
the house, because I was convinced you were inside waiting for my return. Finding myself back in this cave after every
close attempt was my punishment for loving you.
Mother’s jealousy knows no bounds.”
“Why me?” I asked. “Kinh-mal said I was intended for her.”
“I scoffed when I heard
that nonsense, too,” Claire said.
“Kinh-mal told me. He warned me
that to betray Mother would only cause harm for both of us. I should have listened.”
“You regret…what we did?”
She smiled. “No. I
regret the timing, if at all.” Her smile
grew larger. “Of course, that was in the
past, and now…we’re back together.” She
shifted forward.
“But, Claire, I still don’t
remember.”
“Dear Vincent…there’s
always a way,” she whispered. Then she
leaned forward, and kissed me. My first
terrified impression was that of her mother, but then I realized my error. The body was related, but it was not at all
the same.
Our breaths exchanged
between us, hot and sweet. Claire
wrapped her arms around me and pulled me closer. We rolled onto the stone floor, bodies
pressed together in sudden release.
“Help me forget the last
three years,” she begged.
XX
Only after…the
interruption, and Maelyn’s powerful presence made itself known, with—
XXI
Claire spun out from
beneath me, and I landed on my back.
Maelyn stood—not in the dungeon out of the past—but at the entrance to
the stone cave. The vision, the memory,
had relived itself, and Claire and I had shared once again in our renewed love.
Once again, Maelyn had come
to interfere. This time she wore a long
black gown with red lace edging. She was
barefoot, and her hair styled for a night out.
In her hand she held a round mirror.
“I’m so glad you had this
opportunity,” she declared. “Death is
your next one.”
Maelyn raised the mirror,
and pale blue shine burst forth from its smooth surface. It lit the cave, and cast our shadows on the
wall. Claire screamed, and covered her
eyes with her hands. Then she cried, a
long, low, moaning cry of utter despair…then it slowly turned into another
sound.
It was a howl.
Claire transformed before
my eyes, fair pale skin darkening, stretching to accommodate bulging
muscles. Her face elongated, her nose
flattening, eyes becoming slits, mouth split wide open from ear to ear. Long teeth sprouted from her jaws. Delicate hands, which had caressed me in
love, became knobby, short, and sharp with claws. Her legs bent backward at the knees, and her
dainty feet lengthened. A short stub of
tail erupted from her bottom. Ears grew
up and thin, curved inward. Hair grew in
stages all over her body.
By the end, Claire had
ceased to be all I’d known in so short a time.
She laid low to the ground
and growled deep in her throat. Drool
dripped from quivering jaws. She glanced
once at me, and her face softened in shame, and then turned to anger when she
faced her mother.
“No!” I screamed. I jumped to my feet and rushed at Maelyn.
Spiders burst from the
seams and sleeves of her gown, and raced in my direction. They grew in size quickly. The black widows from my night spent in the
dungeon.
“Have you had enough?”
Maelyn asked. The spiders formed a loose
perimeter around me, separating me from Claire.
“Change her back!” I
commanded. “You jealous bitch!”
Maelyn advanced on me, and
the spider army parted to make way. She
stepped to within a heartbeat of my sweating face…and smiled.
“Vincent, my dear sweet
man. You think I’m jealous?”
I hesitated. It was enough for her.
“You really have no idea,
do you?” she whispered.
She turned once to look at
her daughter, who trembled in a corner, claws extended. Maelyn gestured, and Claire laid down, tail
firmly in place, ears lowered. It broke
my heart. Then Maelyn reached for me,
took my chin in hand, and pulled down hard.
“You disappoint me,
Vincent. I had such plans for you.” She pulled harder, and tears squeezed from my
eyes. “You think this was all about
me? You’ve failed me, Vincent. I brought you here, provided a home for you,
nurtured you from a very young age. I
taught you, gave you lessons in life, love, and the arts. Those days were the best of my life, Vincent. It warms my heart still to think back on
them. Just you and I, laughing, eating
meals together, embraced in the companionship that comes so rarely to
people. I loved you like no other before
or after. You were my soul mate. You completed my house.
“Then Kinh-mal entered the
picture. This was fifty years ago,
now.” I started at the time reference,
but she continued on without allowing me to interject. “He proposed that we mate, and create an heir
for him. He was the last of his line, as
you know. I thought long about it, many
years, and finally consented. Claire was
conceived, and born. You have no idea
what it does, becoming a mother…the responsibility, the intimate
nurturing. I never thought I could love
anyone as much as I loved you—but a scary thought became truth. I loved her more. I had a daughter!
“But a time I dreaded was
coming, and I had to act fast. Do you
know what that time was?”
“No,” I said. “So far, I’m not following anything you’ve
said.”
“Do you know where you came
from, Vincent?”
Dead silence followed,
broken only by my stuttering heartbeat.
“I thought so,” Maelyn
said. “The Nephili brought you to me.”
XXII
“No…” I moaned. “You’re lying!”
“Why would I lie now?”
Maelyn countered. “Your father is the
leader of the Nephili.” She allowed this
thought to sink in, and it did—rather deep, plummeting with the emotional force
of a tidal wave. “He is sometimes called
the Ageless Stranger or the Faceless Man.
Other people have known him as the Dark Man, or the Crimson King. He dwells in a place no human can reach. Not much is known about your mother, except
she died not long after you were born.
You were raised in a place called the Shadows of Megiddo, until you had
grown fully. Over there, humans tend to
age faster than here. Though you had
resided there for one of our years, you aged ten. When that time arrived, your father sent you
here so I could raise you.
“One of the peculiar
conditions you possess, fathered by a Nephili, is something that occurs every
seven years, from the time of puberty.
Your mind clears, you forget everything that has come before, and must
begin anew. When your father first told
me about this, I scoffed. Then, as time
passed, and I grew more and more attached to you, and your personality, I grew
frightened. I didn’t want to lose you,
not the you that I had trained, loved, and raised. You hit puberty, and grew into the man you
are today. Your accelerated growth was
only stifled a bit by living here in this house, but you still grew faster than
any other humans did. Within a year, you
were fully physically mature.
“It was then that I fell in
love with you, Vincent, mind, body, and soul.
“Claire was born just
before the completion of that seventh year from maturation. I knew that you would forget everything about
me that had come before. With the mental
cleansing, you would begin all over again, this time with Claire as
company. You’d grow with her emotionally,
and your eyes would never leave her.
You’d forsake me.
“After the cleansing, I did
everything possible. I filled your days
with tasks. I kept you busy, and
separated. I did not want you to become
too attached to Claire. I made you sleep
in my bed at night. You obeyed
brilliantly. It seemed I had nothing to
fear.
“Except you and Claire had
found a way, didn’t you? You discovered
a way to be together out of my sight.
But didn’t you know that my house sees all? Every glass is a reflection on occurrences
here. I saw you two out in the
garden. I saw Claire lead you down into
my basement, and saw you make love for the first time in your life. My whole being shattered. You destroyed me with that act of defiance.
“I banished you from my
home just before the second time of your cleansing. I set you in that house across the street,
and when your mind cleared, I knew it would be all right again.
“But you came back,
Vincent. You came back here.”
Maelyn paused a good
length, and I thought she had lost whatever it was she’d planned to say next.
Wrong.
“I cannot ever allow you to
leave here again,” she said, echoing the first thing she’d said to me all those
days ago when I came back to this house of madness.
Maelyn unbuttoned her gown,
and slid it back from her shoulders. Her
body was smooth, as I’d remembered from that night in the dungeon. Then something happened.
Two places in her side
split open, flesh bursting. Blood seeped
from the wounds, and something long, spindly, and black emerged, slithered out
of the wounds. Then I saw a joint, and
another length of black, then another joint.
Her arms and legs changed too, broke in four places each, hardening,
turned black. Her head shrank on her
neck, withdrawing into her chest cavity.
She bent over, thrust her bottom into the air, and it enlarged,
swelling, skin stretching into chitinous plating.
Maelyn had become the
biggest black widow I’ve ever seen.
XXIII
I ran, legs pumping,
sensing ahead of me the walls, the obstacles.
My senses had sharpened somehow.
I couldn’t see, but I could feel.
With hands outstretched, I made my way quickly down the tunnel, and into
the broad chamber. I paused too many
long seconds as I tried to remember which tunnel I needed.
The thundering sound of
legs clattering on stone spurred me into a rushed decision. I chose a tunnel that didn’t seem immediately
familiar to me. I darted around
stalactites and gaping holes in the floor of the tunnel. Had I chosen wrongly? What if it dead-ended? Maelyn and her evil horde would consume me
for certain.
Another twenty yards, and I
did hit a wall…of earth.
I waved my hands over it,
and whispered with all the love in my heart, “Claire…”
The door began to creak
open.
Behind me, I heard Maelyn
gaining ground. The seam opened a little
more. Dirt settled, rocks were
displaced, and faint light began to shine through.
The army grew nearer.
“Come on,” I begged. “Open up!”
The door grew a little
wider.
Maelyn was very close
now. Any second, and I was a dead man.
Finally the door opened
wide enough for me to slip through. I
burst into the hazy light of the woods, and saw the dead garden before me, and—
A shot of pain exploded in
my thigh, and I saw something sticking out of it in front of me, which meant…
I pivoted in horror at the
waist, and saw Maelyn right behind me, one leg thrust outward, inserted into
mine. I fell forward, and felt her
jointed limb slide out of me. I hit the
ground on my face, and rolled slowly over onto my back, clutching my injury.
Maelyn hovered above me,
pincers, and fangs moving in hungry anticipation. I felt dizzy and nauseated, and feared
passing out without further defense.
Maelyn drew closer.
Then a long, grating howl
sounded, very loud, and very near.
The guardian of the woods
appeared from behind the statue of the Nephili.
He growled, teeth bared. Maelyn
shrank back, and then charged the wolf.
The battle was fierce and
blessedly short. Maelyn bit Kinh-mal
twice before he could respond in attack.
When he did, it was the end of the affair for them both. The wolf slashed at her large abdomen with
sharp claws, opening wounds that bled the strange sap of her life. Four paws swiped, several wounds appeared. Then Maelyn mashed down with her fangs at his
neck, pinning him to the ground. The
wolf shook with the throes of death, and then was still. Immediately after, Maelyn collapsed on top of
him, and bled out the rest of her blood.
The spider army fled at her
death, and disappeared into the forest.
I passed out, closing my
eyes on the seemingly brightening sky above me.
XXIV
I sat up, stretched sore,
aching muscles, and looked around. The
bodies of Kinh-mal and Maelyn were gone.
Perhaps the creatures of the forest had taken them away. I stood, eyes squinting in the glare of the
noonday light. I stared at the garden.
Tiny buds had formed on the
bushes. There would be roses this season.
Then I remembered Claire.
I turned back to the
hillock, and saw that the door had hardened, stones lining its edges. It was permanently opened to those who would
enter in. This I did, not fearing what might
find me.
Throughout the tunnel,
soft, warm light glowed, guiding me. I
reached the chamber, and was surprised to see a small body of water in the
center, lit from above by millions of twinkling crystals in the rock. I saw the tunnel branch I needed and ran
swiftly through it. If only I could make
it in time.
Claire was spread out on
the stone floor of the cave, transformed back into her own body, unconscious,
but no worse for wear. Very carefully, I
lifted her into my arms, and held her to my chest. I carried her back down the tunnel, chose a
differing branch in the chamber, and followed it. I reached the door to the dungeon soon after.
Back in the house, I laid
her down on the sofa in the parlor of the first floor. Elena appeared from the kitchen, wringing her
hands.
“Get me some water, and a
warm cloth, Elena. Hurry!” The maid hastened to obey.
I turned back to Claire,
and wiped my hand across her brow, teasing her hair out of her face. She stirred just as Elena returned with the water
and towel. I placed the towel on her
head, and sat her up slowly. Claire
opened her eyes, looked at me, and shrank back.
I sensed her shame at what had passed before.
“Shhh…” I whispered. “Don’t think about that. Drink.”
I offered her the glass. She
sipped at first, and then gulped, draining the water. Then she looked down at my body.
I was still clad in my
boxers, and a ragged seam of a scar laced down my thigh. Just how long had I been out, anyway?
Elena made an uncomfortable
noise, and excused herself.
“What happened?” Claire
asked.
“I think the curse is
broken,” I answered. Then I wrapped my
arms around her shoulders, and drew her to me.
XXV
The room was foreign,
decorated in rich stone and wood. The
bed was fancy, old, and well-kept.
I was as naked as the woman.
Of the night before, I
could remember nothing, nor the week before that, or any other time since.
The woman opened her eyes,
and the glow of sun-warmed honey greeted me.
“Good morning,” she
said. “Sleep well?”
“I’m not sure,” I
answered. “Please don’t be offended by
this, but I must know. Do I know you?”
Was that sadness in her
eyes, instead of womanly indignation? A
slight frown creased her full lips, and those honey eyes moistened.
The woman took my hand, and
squeezed it gently.
“You will,” she whispered.
Mad
World
All around me are familiar
faces
Worn out places, Worn out
faces
Bright and early for their
daily races
Going nowhere, Going nowhere
Their tears are filling up
their glasses
No expression, No expression
Hide my head, I want to
drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, No tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm
dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very...
Mad world, Mad world
Children waiting for the day
they feel good
Happy birthday, Happy
birthday
Made to feel the way that
every child should
Sit and listen, Sit and
listen
Went to school and I was
very nervous
No one knew me, No one knew
me
Hello, teacher, tell me,
what's my lesson?
Look right through me, Look
right through me
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm
dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very...
Mad world, Mad world
Enlarge in your world
Mad world.
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